november 27, 2005 / 5.36 pm
its been Awhile since I write something good. I had been writing things that were so hurtful or all about desperation. But, now, let me change it and let me try to divert or change my flow.to be honest, I don’t where this would lead me, but I entrust it to my, very own, notion that keep on lurking inside me since last Friday.
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When was the time I felt the super dooper happy and fun (inside me). That even my lungs are raising their hands begging to stop because I’ve been laughing so hard and so long. To be honest I can’t figure it out when was that? Its funny to say that yes I’ve had it but when? How stupid of me saying this things yet, it finding me hard time recalling the very instance when it was. All I knew I just have it when I was in the group (but what group?). last semester break, I knew I smiled again but not as what I wanted to happen. (the one that bursting into cry because of the happiness that been rushing into your lungs and blood). Creating an event in life with the full of excitement was never easy. When I was with my group (the undergraduate “close” friends whom I entrusted my deepest secrets and desires). We just talked about the college years when we were still together. (especially when I carry nikki and put her inside the trashcan which is in the middle of the campus) or even the time when I told nikki that I didn’t past her final paper, in one of our major subjects in psychology, that make her cry so hard and we all felt the sudden quilt because we just fool her and just playing of her. Or one time when we are all walking in the covered walk when suddenly one of our friend professor whom she likes just pass by and told to him that, “excuse me sir, nikki has a crush on you!”, which she really turned into red face and everybody was really laughing and running. Those things, whom, I really misses a lot. The college life Was the best life for me. Even though its was quite difficult at the start (building some rapport on one another and be a group) which really gave us a very strong relation to each other. The days then, seem to be so fast. I can still remember, year 1996 september, when I was really put on hot sit due to some misunderstandings with the group (whom until now we are all close). That’s was also the time when I first met the first girl whom I truly love and entrusted my very essence of life (I can still remember and feel the courage on her hand that brought me where I am right now – I call her my angel then that gives many people notice our closeness). Anyhow, that was another story, but mind you this! Guess what, after a year,1997 september (same place where we had the smooth interpersonal relationship – that is being held every year for something purposes), anyhow, let me tell you, with proud, that I am not alone but the group are now in the center (meaning all of us in the hot seat – interrogation with our batch mates). That moment gives us all(the group) a very strong bonding and trust to one another. (actually this was the exact words that tuts said, “we love each other and we care for each other”) which gives us the name – “high profile” – courtesy of our batch mates. So everytime we are loud and laughing (ops, we all says, “we need to be low profile” – that gives us really a devilish face while smiling). So, those are some moments with my friends in college life. Memories that really stayed in my mind like a stain that cannot be erase by anyone even death.
Now, the last time I check on them, two of them are “happily married and have kids”, ofcourse all of us are godfathers and godmothers. So, this coming holidays, I be already preparing the gifts for them (one boy aged 1 and one girl aged 6 – it happen two months before our graduation she doesn’t know that she pregnant – but now, we call her the “sex guru”). Everybody has their own lives. Busy doing their stuff and happily moving on (of their lives) same here. Ops, before I forgot they are:
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Tuts – happily married with one daughter(aged 6) named charlize. And we call her the sex guru, married to Sunday. A teacher but with blood of politics. (I miss you so much and love you batutay).
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Esche – the motor mouth in the group (meaning “taklesa” or “straight forward”). Has a strong personality and even guys are afraid to he. A professor in a university. Still single but happily doing her job – even sometimes irritated due to some stupidity of t her students. Men don’t full this genius girl you might be busted and even lost your nerve. And,ops, a true rockstar!
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Mitch – my dear mitch. She is the shy type person. But mind you, (she have this bed room that the group wish its ours – hehehehe! Airconditioned, dvd, music, tv, and big room) a true person that easy to please just let her feel she belongs. Still single but happily helping her mom in their business. Ops, she own a stall in market, mind you, in her own name! and, this, ask some new gadgets she has it(especially cell phones). Lastly, she has her own car that’s why we love her so much!
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Nikki – the “gifted child” but here’s the catch, “promil (milk) user but expired lang” (hahahaha). No, I love this girl. Happily in-love with (chris – lawiswis as I call him). She has the heart of a child, easily cries even in the movies or scene television. She is the eldest sister of four girls (yup! All of them are girls). A guidance counselor in the university that you won’t believe because she dresses like the college students. But, mind you, you cannot trick her like we use too hahahaha!
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Chie – this person known as “career move” in every relationship she had. Before she settled last year (that we are not invited). We understand it anyway, happily married to cecil and jamming with his little boy marcus (who just turned 1 last November 2005). This is the person whom I berely see even we are both in manila but its okay we never change and still she loves me and support me (especially what happen to me – thanks chie).
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this are the thoughts that (kepp on running) runs into my head when I think of (them - happy feeling and so proud having them in my life). While listening to a Korean song (a love song which I can’t understand the lyric but all I know I am really love it)
and lastly, our very last motto,
"no goodbyes,
just see you later"
