Tuesday, June 28, 2005

...a busy day in lucban, quezon philippines



...this was taken last MAY when i visited lucban....
a getaWay that can't forget!!!

Monday, June 27, 2005

...i feel so tired!

its 6.17 in the evenin'.
my day was so boring...

i meet some new people, from UP manila - the secretary of UP College of Medicine, dr. salonga and roselyn mateo - a 4th year med stud, in the forum that i attended today.
it was another interested topic, national demographic and health survey - focus on maternity and morbity in the philippines, to look forward.
anyhow, after the forum. went home and feel so drained...

so i slept around 2.13 in the afternoon, then dreamt of something weird, funny and puzzle, but interesting.
then...nothing more!

then, surf the net and wait for the time to end......
looking forward for tomorrow!
...hope i got something good news from a friend

...amm thats me!!!!




...crazy me


:-P feel so happy!

Saturday, June 25, 2005

...alone again!

...it's just 3.09 in the afternoon.
i wATching tv (nickelodian - nICk rules!)
while i am browsing some stuff in the net.
then, listenng to mariA mEna albUm "whiTe tuRns bluUE" (continously running - nonstop music)

this day was a gloomY. froM the morNing i waKe up 'til drOve heRe in makaTi, meet my SisTer to eaT our breakfaSt at thE parK - which our daily rituAls everY weeKends.
yeah, i knOw, yoU are AskIng what'S wronG wiTh that?
my anSwer is "i don'T know exactlY but its'S the fEEling that KeeP on KillIng me...
lasTNight, i toLD to mySElf that
"...beFore i can'T wait anD wisH that hOPe it'S saTURday - the DaY whERe mAKes my worLD go arOUND, feEling SO secCUrE, LOVes aRE oveRFlowiNG, and i caN tell its thE sTART of my wEEk. buT nOW, i can'T say it wOULd be tHE same. theRE are thIngs happeN juSt for reASON, i woNDEr whY? - cleaRLY, thE anSWEr was fuLL blANK and just a PUff!!! feeLing the day was A LitTle bit somEthing - what caN i saY..."
hmm...hey, WhAT a HECk!!! beHinD thiS sAD fEEling i BEt theRE will be A gOOd reAson at aLL.
"meNa said - ...buTdon'T bLAMe iT On loVE, bLAme it On ME,
beCAUSe yoU'LL regRET theM"
......hehehehe i guESS i gOT whaT shE juSt SAid, hmmm, it May be stuPId - stUpid oF mE, but, who Said that thIngs here in WorLd are reaLLY perFEct.
weLL, i guEss neeD to go! lOts of ThinGs to do. i'LL be aTTending a baR-b-QUe parTY toniGht wiTH my friEnds, hOOTeNanny MUsings - we rULE anD ROCk, so catCh yoou lateR. tAtA!!!

...when i feel alone

Undisclosed

By gab david

June 22, 2005

A sudden crashed on my left

Then Fear has just knock

Frightened of loosing it

Immediately I rush in

from a far away distance

to an unstable shadow from the side

From dust until dawn

I cried like bear

With an empty hand in existence

And I said to myself

Fear no more

Even fooling myself


now What life has given?

I yelled with all my conviction

That existence from this humankind

Death will come and it is nearing

Now I whispered to this lonely life

From the other side of the river

I cradle for my life

Rushing more and more

from the distance until it reaches the shore


Now I said

This is goodbye

Yet I have nothing to be afraid of

For I will be gone tomorrow

Friday, June 24, 2005



...this is something, human beings, need to think of.
if we are so bored in our life! try this. hope it will make us more human! Posted by Hello

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

...notion number three

"at times when i'm alone,
you were there,
at times i ask for a hand,
you lend your hand to me,
at times when i cry,
you let your shoulder share,
and because of that,
i am still here and says,
thank you..." - gab david

there are things in this world that we can't easily figure it out or understand why. how funny it is that time are, most of it, is so tricky. we always have such surprise/s that even those people surrounds you are shock, immediatly, or sometimes freeze to death, like a statue, because of what just had happen or undergo.


we, human beings, tend to be strong , "in many ways of our life", however, what we really feel is the other way around.hmmm... meaning, we, human beings, are too vulnerable in every, or sometimes in all, aspect in our life. we always tend to hide things, many things, which, in psychology the term is "defense mechanism".

as for me, i always have that feeling. there are times, which, i really need someone especially when i am, feeling, alone. thats why, i always look for a company and let my mind divert and never entertain these "sad moments" in life. people known me being a "motor mouth", as what my undergrad friend describe, meaning - noisy, talkative, di nauubusan ng kwento, those silly things. sometimes, i have this compliment of from other people saying that " you will never feel any dull moments when you are with gab" --- hay, what a great feeling ano. ehem... but, sometimes, people neglect nor maybe because i am used of keeping things or i'm too great on keeping, especially"sad feeling". i don't know if they notice it... all i know that, even, i feel down, i always make sure kasi that when i am with someone, i let my jolly personality ruled.

but, let me cut you from that. sometimes, well i don't if you experience it, that when you feel down, honestly, and you think no one is there for you to comfort you. a sudden person from nowhere will just puff and will be there for you. mostly these people are the people you didn't see nor talk for quite sometime. these are the least people you encounter everyday. how ironic to think, yet, its what really happen.
and because of that moment and magic,having your "angel" --- as what a good friend of mine says, everything in your life seems to go smoothly as it goes.

so now, people, including myself, lets not be so choosy in some matters. as saying goes "...you never know what you gonna get" so, be greatful and never fail to smile to the people we meet nor bump on because it might be one of your angel....

Monday, June 20, 2005

...numbers and stuff (a crazy thing)

...hmmm this is somewhat interesting that a good friend of mine posted in our yahoo group!
thanks gretch hehehehe! hope this make people wonder...


Get a shock when you read about yourself.

IF you were born on the :

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.


Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4,6,8 while a good match would be with 3,5,7


Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom, creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!! Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss.. you were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly- disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1. 4, and 8. Good match 5

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone. Your best match 3, 5,6, and 9. Good match 2

Friday, June 17, 2005

...notion number two

" time is not only the measurement on how you know a person,
it is how you take the person in your life with an open heart." - gab david

ah....we, human beings, always tend to be more precise on the time. some have this as their mantra in thier life; "never loose" on the track of time or "time is gold", as what many people says. but, its just gives me a somewhat...impulses hmmm.... or some playful yet childish feeling, that really kept on lurking on my head. why we, human beings, kept on holding the "time",in per ce, as if it is the most clearest stone in the world. how come we always dwell on it? yet, when we handle our lives and in line with it, meaning in time, we end up nothing for some unexplained reason that comes along our way. yeah, i know, what you are thinking...you probably saying to yourself, "what the hell is he talking about? (puzzled up). you know, i am just,sort of, curioous why "some" poeple really crazy in the word "time". you know, it doesn't mean i am against on the manner, the way we or some people handle time, which in some point in life it is important.

yet, let me just give you this some crazy thought that maybe you have experience it or heard from "some" people syaing that "how i wish time would stop now, and let this feeling inside me ruled..." or sometimes,
we ask " ...i hope time will stop for once for no reason at all" or
" i wish i can hold time so that can retrack my past..." these are some of the expressions that human tend to when heart is starting to over ruled time, would you agree on it....?

...so, now, what can you say about it.....? try to sit down and ask youself now....? It’s good to try, sometimes, to challenge our playful thoughts that kept on circling in our head...

Thursday, June 16, 2005

...notion number one

" happiness..."

...you cannot find happiness,
because happiness will find us." - rev. fr. siscon

hmmm... i said to myself " what a good phrase to think of..."
that was what the priest have said while doing his homily. when i attended a mass sometime last april or may or maybe the earlier months.
what a powerful word, i said again to myself, that even satan can be move from his place. we, human beings, tend to search for it and then come to a point that despair are starting to kill us. and when that time comes, we are already, totally, desperate in ourlives, what we do is, human beings tend, to stop and never continue looking for it. shameful for us but i guess it is what we always did!
human beings are happy to hold on to desperation and just leave ourlives hanging then not even tried to do other things nor step for our sake and let feel the warmth feeling of happiness in ourlives. however, who can predict ba that the next step in our daily journey is "HAPPINESS"? but, what i am just trying to say is that, we always run and afraid to take the risk. opening a door and never knows what really behind it was a great pressure for all of us. yet, come to think of it...let just try it and hope that we can have the simple smile in our face... from then on, just cross your finger and have a great and wonderful smile in your face. what are you waiting for, try to start now!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

my friends known me for this...

i've ask my friends to describe me in one word, guees what! this are the words that they think match to my personality. so here it is, and, it goes something like this.....

gregarious

- from the latin word gregarius of a flock or herd, from greg-, grex flock, herd; a : tending to associate with others of one's kind : SOCIAL b : marked by or indicating a liking for companionship : SOCIABLE c : of or relating to a social group

trustworthy

- worthy of confidence : DEPENDABLE

chivalrous

1 : VALIANT
2 : of, relating to, or characteristic of chivalry and knight-errantry
3 a : marked by honor, generosity, and courtesy b : marked by gracious courtesy and high-minded consideration especially to women

glamorous

- : full of glamour

noisy

1 : making noise
2 : full of or characterized by noise or clamor
3 : noticeably showy, gaudy, or bright : CONSPICUOUS

amazing

- Inflected Form(s): amazed; amazing
Etymology: Middle English amasen, from Old English Amasian, from A- (perfective prefix) + (assumed) masian to confuse -- more at ABIDE
transitive senses
1 obsolete : BEWILDER, PERPLEX
2 : to fill with wonder : ASTOUND
intransitive senses : to show or cause astonishment

sincere

- Inflected Form(s): sincerer; sincerest
Etymology: Middle French, from Latin sincerus whole, pure, genuine, probably from sem- one + -cerus (akin to Latin crescere to grow) -- more at SAME, CRESCENT
1 a : free of dissimulation : HONEST b : free from adulteration : PURE
2 : marked by genuineness : TRUE

matakaw

- adj. avid; n. glutton; n. gourmand; greedy; ravenous; voracious

bigo

- v. discourage

makulit

- no meaning in the dictionary