Surfing in one afternoon

By gab david
September 22, 2006 / home town naga city / 5.30 pm


It was one afternoon
The sun was high
And it was really hot in the room

As I sit and stare in the monitor
And start to surf the net
All I see is different tag name

So I continue to search
From one site to another
Just to make myself busy

As the time moves on
Like the speed of the sever
From 200 to 256 kb

Then a message pop up in my monitor
From someone I don’t know saying, “hello”
Partly I ignore but really curious enough to answer back

so eager to look
to stop
and even to read

then another message came
from the same person who said “hello”
so I stop and give answer “hello there”

now, I wasn’t aware of the time
the sun are now sleeping
and so as the stars are starting to shine

for that simple “hello” from her
everything changes
everything has to happen for a reason

now I am still here
waiting and talking
sharing our dreams together

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p.s.

“… being with someone doesn’t guarantee happiness. Finding your other half does. It doesn’t matter how long you’ve been alone, how long you’ve hoped, or how long you’ve waited. There’s no such thing as a perfect love story. Heartaches will always be a part of loving. But remember – though not perfect – if that love is meant for you, it will stick with you till the end. No matter how tough it gets, no matter how long. Far from perfect – but real…”
– forwarded tetxt by doc miss

And so was the sun

By gab david
September 22, 2006 / home town naga city/ 5.01 pm

The sun has to say thank you
For this day of happiness
That envelopes me the whole day
And never failed to give me the best day

The sun has to say thank you
For this day of enjoyment
That makes me who I am
And for having someone in my side

The sun has to say thank you
For this day of having a full of love
That showers in my heart and hers
And for making the this day our day of love

The sun has to say thank you
For this day of sharing
That thought me to be humble in every minute of the day
And for having her and teaching me the simplicity of life

The sun has to say thank you
For this day had come to an end
That never stops filling my hopes and wishes
And for sharing to me this girl named leizl in my life


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p.s.

“…until one morning, I’ll wake up and find I’m thinking about something else, and then I’ll know the worst is over, my heart might be bruised, but it will recover and become capable of seeing the beauty of life once more. It has happened before, it will happen again, I’m sure. When someone leaves, it’s because someone is about to arrive…”
– Paulo Coelho the book zahir

100 Ways to feel positive and stay happy

By gab david
September 17, 2006 / home town, naga city 12.37 pm

“…some of these sayings are copied and inspired. What is important is that the author created a new line of saying that will move every soul who read it…”


1. when waking up always smile and say thank you
2. while walking it’s a no! no! to frown even you feel bad
3. always say thank you with a big smile
4. less talk less mistake
5. argue is good but silence is better
6. say hello to every person you met and passes by
7. don’t afraid to say no
8. sometimes actions speaks louder than voice so move with finest and with assurance
9. if you don’t know a thing try to ask for help
10. when you are sad or depress try to think happy thoughts
11. don’t forget to be childish sometimes
12. let your childlike being ruled once in awhile
13. when you feel dancing, go for it!
14. singing is the best way to put out your frustrations
15. cry if you want its good for your eyes
16. never stop smiling it lowers your age
17. eat ice cream when it rains
18. never stop questioning
19. don’t say I’m fed up with this kind of life
20. always embrace your weaknesses
21. explore everything and learn from it
22. expect nothing just expect for the best
23. never tell a lie to yourself
24. self pity is a no! no! no!
25. try to play with the rain and be wet
26. always stand like a rock
27. nurture what you want to grow
28. in every action don’t forget to K.I.S.S. (keep it so simple)
29. never put yourself last
30. always count your blessing
31. strive for progress not for perfection
32. always learn from the past and carry it with a big hand of challenge
33. give time to yourself
34. try to sit down and do nothing just for once
35. don’t close your heart so tight that may leave you nothing and just pain and aches
36. always have a party on your birthday no matter how old you are
37. when you are sad try to plant a tree and get dirty
38. say sorry to yourself whatever you did whether big or small
39. try to get wet when it rains and dance with it
40. don’t forget to call a friend and say hello
41. Make laughter and joy a greater part of your life than anger and grief.
42. Embrace solitude instead of running from it.
43. never think of tomorrow just slow down and feel the preset
44. fears are everywhere try to accept it and enjoy
45. always say a good prayer
46. be positive and dissect the negative
47. when the sun is up try to fly a kite
48. acceptance of your weakness will make you more stronger
49. always put in mind the all feelings are okay
50. try to clean your closet and sell out those things you don’t need
51. always pamper yourself
52. go do some good deeds
53. do a wall climbing every now and then
54. always think of yourself as a survivor not a victim
55. be open to life
56. always acknowledges your imperfections
57. See success as something you already have, not something you must attain
58. when you hit, its always wish for home run but remember you need to step on the first base
59. let the present embrace you
60. try to watch a play and put yourself in their shoes
61. its better to have a great life but first change your attitude
62. power trip is a no! no! no!
63. always think the LOVE is an act of will always use your head and next your heart
64. put in mind that past is gone and future will just come
65. in every actions you do put your 100% on it
66. stop complaining just do what it suppose to do
67. be like an ANT
68. in every action do it step by step and one day at a time
69. never ask for more
70. be contented of what you have
71. success is a journey not a destination
72. never condemn your imperfections
73. put in your mind that everyday is a learning experiences
74. do some reality check in your life
75. before going to bed try to remember all the things you do for today and say thank you
76. talk less and learn more
77. say sorry if you made a mistake even to yourself
78. never leave a unfinished business
79. when you feel like flying go and try to ride a plane
80. do a bungee jump just for once
81. responsibility is what you need in every acts you do
82. never ever downgrade yourself always upgrade it
83. always do some reality before going to sleep
84. smile on the moon
85. always think that there is someone thinking of you so don’t feel your all alone
86. always respects other decision
87. always keep your windows and doors open for someone
88. feel the water in your hand refreshing is there
89. try to wake up early and embrace the sunrise
90. don’t think sunset is an end but a beginning
91. say this to your love one, I love you and miss you thank you for being at my side always
92. when you fall stand up immediately and never stay long on the ground
93. take a half step in every action rather a full step then leaving important things behind
94. when saying thank you put an emotion in it
95. if you want to see the world try to surf the net
96. always share what you is too much for you
97. when loving a person try to love yourself more
98. start a journal and compile it until you reach 60
99. never say sorry if you don’t mean it
100. try to drink a coffee and feel the aroma on it because it will make you smile

A portrait of my own

By gab david
September 14, 2006 / home town


“…hug them. Kiss them. And tell them. That you love them. Don’t miss the chances that life is giving to you to spend with people you love. There are no rewinds…” – adam sandler from the move “CLICK”


Another day have just past
And my life was just fine
Seeing every moves and acts
From the shadow of the sun

I count every bit of words
Searching every bit of my better ness
And repeating every bit of it
Finding out that every bit is just part of the whole

I glance to the angry moon
Seeing the shadow that envelops my life
How painful it may sound
Still I obey and never complain

A sudden destruction came
From my back
So much of fear I ran out
The same thing I do everytime failure comes

Yes, I know
And never deny
My attention may not too noticeable
Still, I choice and force myself to be silent

Now, I face the present
For it dictates my future
And mostly depicts my past
Yet, I myself cannot deny my own existence

So, for now
I rest my case
As what everybody shouts
For this will make me feel that I am not alone

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p.s.

it’s almost five in the morning and i'm still awake :P

Just for you gab

By gab david
September 12, 2006/home town naga city


Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I lay my hand
And I wish
I will have you

Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I search for hours
And I hope
I will have a glimpse of you

Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I sit on the tree
And I ask
I will get your attention

Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I wander in the fields
And I pray
I will get your time

Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I start to count
And I know
I will see you

Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I suddenly stop
And I beg
I will still have more breath to live

Just one afternoon
From a far distant place
I did not move
And I fail
I will just let you go forever

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p.s.

for doc you know who you are. i hope you are doing fine...

...from the three maria's of my life

untitled
marjorie mae o. trinidad

its very real and true and sad
and hopeful just like me
its one of those things i'll never tell
i'll carve it in a tree
i need a plan for you to fall
inlove with me
i never wear mask when
i know that you can see me
you act as if i'm not around
but deep down you muxt need me
i draw you, every single
feature in my head
i try to do my homework
but i dream of you instead


just yeasterday
mariniel t. plazo

a range of different emotions i feel
the dayhe walked out of my life
sadness, anger, hatred-add then all up
sums up to all what i feel inside
now i'm sitting here, alone, wondering why...
thinking love's function, its use in my life
thinking often of him makes no difference
for a changed, he's gone, i've lost him already afterall
yet ain't gonna show weakness in me
i'm gonna smile and tell the world i'm fine...
i'm gonna kep my senses but deep down,
where no one can hear me...
i;ll be craying for HIM!...
so GOD, rest assure my angels
to catch my tears
walk me out of here, i'm in pain
'coz he left me, he's gone...just yeaterday...


skyflakes
gretchen gay tenorio

everytime i talk to you
it feels like you don't want me around
it feels like you're pushing me away
its like you're so eager not to
start a conversation,
i'm fine, and i'm lying
the things i've planned to tell you
are deserting me,
it leaves me empty...
i've been running dry for so long
a gesture of a trite expression
is all i get from you now
so not used to feel this way
i'm scared of telling you
i'm scared that what i feel
is not what you feel
and you'll see me differently
but this feeling are not fading away, and that's
what you cannot see