Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Ruth Ang Peña circa 2014
By gab david
July 12, 2014

R)emember the joy you bring to me
U)nfading love that captures my heart
T)rust and Faith are we always Hope for
H)old on in our God and is the best choice

A)dding happiness is what we need
N)othing is greater than to serve our God
G)ive Love and share goodness is the Best

P)erseverance most of time is what we need
E)ncourage one another is always helpful 
N)othing is more important than God
A)lways remember that I will love you forever

P.S. for you who makes my life more important and who lead me to my best with God as our witness I will always be grateful and thank you Honey because of that I will love you forever...

Saturday, June 07, 2014

For I know, it was you....
By gab david
June 1, 2014 at 4:30 am


As I open my eyes
Morning has set
I breath beneath my lungs
And let the dew enters to my body

I breathe in and out
Feeling the freshness of life
Embracing a day that comes
With calmness and sweetness of morning

 I lay down my hand and close my eyes
Let the world knows I am ready
With nothing to fear and doubt
All I know is that things will be at its place

As the time move on
I continue my journey
Facing every corner of the world
With Hope, Love, and Faith at my side

I know that I am not a perfect
This world is full of deceitfulness
But nonetheless still I have Trust on my pocket
For I never give up nor surrender

As I start to walk
It was not easy nor hard
Because I know I have YOU at my side
It was HIM who commands

Day and night I continue
I never search but I only pray
Let my desire in life be at reach
And hope someday it will happen

From the middle of nowhere
Far from I expected
A change of course in my life appears
Slowly my heart trembles and I can't breathe

From a distance
I say hi
And YOU say hello
Then everything in me change

Suddenly I feel fear
Crushing every corner of my heart
Afraid to move and walk
But your sweetness calms me and flows over

There was nothing dull moment
Love showers from day to night
From east, west, north and south
Laughters are in our heart

Sometimes we fall
And pains endures
But we never stop
We hold hands and let our life continue

Life was never easy as 1, 2, and 3
But with prayers to HIM
Everything was in place as 3,4, and 5
Faith and trust are just the keys

So, as days passes by
Rough and tough are falling
I am not worried and afraid
Because I know HE is with us

Forever I will live
Forever I will hold
Forever I will love
For I know, it was you forever at my side....


p.s. for the last girl I will love... For you, I know I will forever love you my ever honey..... 

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

making things

by gab david, rn
makati city, 02/26/2013 at 12:15 pm


just sitting
waiting for the time
starting to think
and making things... in my mind

crushing so hard
looking deeper and deeper
digesting every bit of it
and making things... more clearer

creating new ideas
excited enough
so excited of everything
and making things... into a good mode

now smiling
sharing the goodness of the day
as the sun shines up
and making things... more clearer

as it comes inches by inches
from the darkest days to more brighter one
leading me to the best thing
and making things... more inspiring

now, i never ask for more
even how far it may be
just wait fro the right time
and making things... more stable and stronger

because of you
i ask for nothing
because you are here
and making things.. more secure and contented 

its all because of you
i have seen joy in my heart
holding our lives together
and making things... better in life and forever


Tuesday, January 08, 2013

set me free...

 by: gab david, rn
8th of January year 2013
makati, philippines


the moment i hear it
i don't know what to do
i am just asking
set me free

from the bandage of pain
but who knows
who cares
i guess nobody

going through this thing again
makes me wonder
is it the pain i am afraid
or the fear of losing

i hate saying this
but i need to do it
because i don't want live like this
prison from the past

i may be aching inside
but i need to face
who cares
all i want is to be freed

asking for happiness is not a crime
wanting to smile in every morning
is not a criminal act
so please set me free

even how hard it is
i lay my hand
no conviction
just set me free

the burden is just another story
all i want is to smile
nothing more
nothing less

so please
please
i am waiting
set me free...

Friday, February 17, 2012

another day..

by: gab david, rn
1:11 pm, february 17, 2012
somewhere in makati

taking my breath away
was never a dream i want
all i want is a simple life
with a little of this and that

letting go was not as easy
as 1, 2, 3
but sharing your thoughts
was as easy as
4, 5, 6

counting the lucks in life
was so astonishing
but feeling the saddest experience
was like end of the world

moving around was the best thing
seeing happy faces
laughter's
and hugging

coming from the other side
is somewhat hard
proving is a must
it's like acting a crazy thing

complications are keep on coming
frustrations are everywhere
but what is the best
i just smile and face it with courage

so, now i am here
suppress with some things in life
but it does not stop me
from moving forward

this is my little war
it will run through my lifetime
it will never end
but i can always say, i survive


p.s.
... this is my mood while i am writing this,
"endorphins + serotonin = anhedonia"

Monday, January 30, 2012

Through the years
By: gab david, rn
1.44 am 12/29/2011


Through the years I ask guidance
I never failed to ask it
Every minute of the day
Begging and keep on begging

Through the years I wish for someone
Waiting every nanoseconds that comes
Even I look like stupid
As long the "rigth" one will come

Through the years I said to myself
It's okay to be alone
Even I hate being alone every day 
Pretending it is okay even not

Through the years it is easy to forget
Trying to myself busy
Just smile so hard or laugh out loud
Denying that I am alone

Through the years I just go with flow
Running, loving, and hurting myself
That is life I face
Trying to face the reality

Through the years I dream to have one
Waking up with full of hopes
Ignoring the aches that will brings me
Just embrace the sense of satifaction

Through the years I just stop
Did even bother to ask 
Just go with flow
Accept whatever the day will offer

Through the years I continue my life
Despite of hardship and happiness
As long As I live and will enjoy it 
With open arms and with no complains

Through the years contentment is here
Showing me the real thing
Playing yet serious in life
As long I have self respect and dignity

... It is because of you I have learn to be strong and to love again FAG! 

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

sorry

to all the people i have hurt i know i am not a perfect person but i am trying my very best to be the best!
sorry is the first thing i can say
and let the time heal the wounds i have brought it may be a burden at first
but mind you when you forgive me everything will be smooth again...


all shall be well and soon shall be well that is always in my mind...
i know that i am not that good person nor even a good christian
but i never neglect the changes i have and the mere fact i can do for the betterment of myself
i am a sinner and i am not afraid to say
but it will never stop me from changing my path
to goodness and hopeful dream that someday i can ease all the pain and sadness i brought


so let me continue this life and be thankful
to you
the freedom of being in pain
because i believe all shall be well
with you
thank you
and forever i will be trusting you
sorry is the first word i can say
but let me start all over again


i may lost in many times
but i have found in my heart
to say sorry
and learn the lost things and ignored the goodness of life
so let me share and offer my self again
i know you may say its too late
but all i can say its better to do now than t die with out saying it


breathless is not the end of everything
but as long i can inhale and exhale
i will strive
will strive hard to touch your heart
ask for forgiveness
the last thing i want and to hear
from you is the forgiveness even if just whisper it
i will never ask for more


the one thing i need is the smile in your face
the one thing that make me laugh
the expression of your face
your simple smile
that keeps me hunting for many years
i want to feel it and see it again


one thing more
beyond this day
i will be at your side
whatever it may dictates
i will never ever leave
i am so sorry
even the season may come and go
i will just wait and wait
until the clouds will go and come
and even the leaves dried

so sorry...
i am now breaking my silence
because this may keep my journey go
let me not beg once more
but i will be asking and will never stop
saying this to you
i am so sorry...