For awhile

By gab david
November 28, 2006 / 11.55 pm / hometown



I know I need some time
At least for awhile
Before this aches perish
And learn how stand in my feet

I know things will come and go
Like the morning that comes with happiness
And ended with night that tries knocking me out
While Confusion is coming so badly

But when was the right time to say, thank you
After a long day work
Or do it every minute of the day
For I will never know what it may bring to them

Saying goodbye
Was just like closing my eyes
And never think of anything
Just only a piece of blank and numbness in my body

The words in my mind are rushing in
Didn’t mean to have it
Nor deserve those precious things
But how come I need to have it

Now, I don’t know where to start
I am alone, again
With nothing in my hand
Just a little hope in my heart

Foolishness has just come again
Together with my tears
With no complains
For I will be ending up all alone, for awhile…

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p.s.

“…everything I do is not for someone but for myself and this will make who I am tomorrow…” – gab david

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By gab david
No time / November 11, 2006 / ecology park, san felipe, hometown


Today, I sit all alone
With nothing in my hand
And a heart that once filled with love
But today, it was left empty

The counted days and nights
Like the birds and the bees that sings
And even the trees and flowers that dances along
That never asks for any in return

Now I ask myself, why?
Do I deserve these pains?
If loving is a pain
I rather have it and be love for rest of my life

Yet for now, I said to myself, let it be
Because I have nothing in my hand
Just a pinch of hope hanging
And still hoping someday she’ll come back to me

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p.s.

“… when is the right time to say to yourself, enough and stop?...”

The right chance that gave me a choice

By gab david
October 5, 2006 / 9.23 am / hometown, naga city



Morning have just starts to wave
From his rays of life
That touches my whole body of love
With so much happiness in me

I open my eyes with a simple smile
Thinking every bit of joy
Slowly flows through my body
Feeling every bit of sweetness of emotion

The trees were dancing
While the wind was singing
Like the first time I saw you
Walking in the corridor having your bag in you

I never look straight on you
Only, telling myself, that, just another girl
Yet, you leave a picture of you inside me
That I cannot erase nor even forget it

As the day goes by
And the time move as it should be
All I did was contemplating my predicament thoughts
Just to let my day be a busy one

Suddenly you walk by from the other side of the corner
That I cannot hide nor fight to notice you
Your innocent, angelic yet strong face
Slowly telling myself that there is something about her

So the day move as it should be
Birds are singing, as always, with full of love and joy
That even the melodies are giving me the biggest smile
Just like everytine I glimpse of you

So the days have come and go
Leaving exactly the same feeling inside me
And slowly leading me toward something more and more deeper
Not knowing where it will lead me

As I glance your face each morning
And while slowly walking towards me
Smiling and with full of love in your face
All I can say is that, love is now holding on us

From the simple greetings of hi and hello
Through the unending exchange of smile and laughter
And endless stories about ourselves
Like there is no tomorrow left for both of us

The days became weeks
And weeks became a month
The same day we both admit to ourselves
That both of us felt the same, loving each other more and more

Now, when the day have come again
And the sun starts to wave
And really proud to say I am not alone anymore
Because I believe that I have someone beside me now

With that, I thank you
For taking the chance that pass by
Like the first time I lay my eyes on you
For not letting the chance be a squander

So, with no hesitation on me, I will hold on to you
Every bit of piece of you
And I will live it until to my last breathe
With the right choice in my hand and a fulfill chance I got

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p.s.

“…there would be nothing more important than taking another chance to someone, especially, if this will make you more complete… and that is you, my jaemietot…”

As the time moves

By gab david
November 3, 2006 / 8.29 am / my hometown, naga city

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That slowly flowing in my head
And wishing you are here with me

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That crawls upon my ears
And hoping you whisper I just think of you

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of the time
That gives me this contagious love
And make me so complete

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That plays like music inside me
And asking for the melody that lights my life to return

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That flies over the wind from the east
And showing me how fast love left me

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That circling in my mind
And telling me that I didn’t make you mine

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That shares my life forever
And given me the happiest and saddest way

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That shivers my memories
And because of that I cried so hard

Tic tac tic tac
The sound of time
That led me to you
And let the fate decide for both of us
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p.s.

“…time may be so fast, like the wind the blew from the east, still, I will stand and wait not because I want too, but because destiny has shown me the true meaning of true love, and I saw it to you, my jaemietot…”