April 30, 2006
5.55 pm
By gab david
“…Good intentions but bad decision”
The sun just settles down
From the eager ness rays
That begins in the morning
And settles until the days need to showers the calmness
Winds are just happening and coming
Never let fades or go
And with no beginning nor end
Yet the entire smooth ness of thee just known from the west
From the cradles ness of one’s imagination
Leads to the uncertainty of oneself
Acting for nobody
Yet thinking of someone not for thyself
Time may pass
The decision may be good
Even from the start
Until to the next morning
A shadow ness of aches just flowed
Covering the true ness of thyself
Even diverting thyself for the truthful ness
Still it pours down and it really hurts
The journey needs to continue
And face the reality of life
Act as if it will fade away
Yet one’s truth ness is already stained in thy heart
But who can foretell
The reason of tomorrow
Or even the next ache
Uplifting thyself to the continuous burning heart
Days may come
As the sun set everyday
Like the dawn that showers thy sweetness dews
From then, it can refresh you from true ache ness
Life is so indispensable
It can build one’s tomorrow
Yet if mishandled
It can just fade thy life
Now, be not afraid
For the dusk will just be a start
And let the dawn be shared forever
With truthfulness and simplicity in thy heart that will cover thee life
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
talking to you...
12.18 am
Gab david
05/19/06
There are times that the need for longing ness is needed for me to overcome the unstructured life that just keep on knocking on my heart.
So, that the hatred that been lurking inside as well as tears that on flowing on my eyes will be forever be forgotten.
I know it’s been awhile since I lost the sense of belong ness and be love by someone else.
A complete stranger that accepted you despite the differences that runs into your mind and feelings.
The way of life that never and could not be put in one path of life.
Living in a very mundane way and be partner to a very on the go personality.
That was the life then.
It’s like a challenge in life like what the sailor said every time they drift apart into the roaring ocean.
Yet, everything goes smoothly.
Thanks to the good climate like my understanding and true acceptance with no conviction inside. At first, the up’s and down are just keep on coming and flowing over.
Like the waters that keep on splashing over the den of the ship that even washing it out still it just will come and pour at any point of time.
So, that was the real life I have until the big moment have just come and change the true course of my life.
I thought that my life is now over and there is no more tomorrow for me.
A future that is really for me, alone.
Or even a day that full of excitement.
That even time is just a mere accessory for awhile because what is important is that the ever moment feeling that just shower over me.
But, when will that be?
How come it’s so easy for everyone to say or even dreamt of something that will make our lives be on the top and be love?
But, what the reality gives is the other way around.
Sometimes, the revolution inside are eager to explode due to the unfairness that the reality shows.
Either you neither make your own move or waited for the next move nor didn’t mind what tomorrow will share.
This is what I am feeling at this moment.
I don’t want to count on the days nor even eagerly rushing the day because I might meet the “ever” and “the one” for me.
Yet, when the days come and near to an end I still have an empty handed.
After a week of no idea of what the current news due to my busy schedules, like reports, papers, and quizzes, that preoccupied my entire life which before it was just merely a free hassle day. Anyhow, I was saying that, the other day when I had a minute to peep on the newspaper and hurriedly check on the entertainment section and the horoscope part.
I immediately scan.
To my surprised, is said that, something like this but not exactly sort of the essence of it, “…don’t look for someone to be love and even pursue of something that is too far to reach for the one you are looking for is just at your side waiting for you to look and grab…” I was suddenly moved yet puzzled.
At the same time, I reacted so normal yet, I was moved by it.
The smile on my face was just unexplainable.
From then on I just go back to the reality of my mundane day.
Yet, on the back of my mind I was really asking who and where is that person that the horoscope is referring.
I been reading horoscope for so long but it is that day when I encountered a very interesting yet move bothering one.
Actually I just fed up the real news I read and saw in the newspaper that why I end up reading the entertainment and lifestyle portions of the newspaper.
For me to have a very easy way of life and never felt the aches that news brings.
Absorbing the funny and easy life moving story that I read really fueled my daily jovial life.
I hate to admit but its true that I just waned to escape to the reality that enveloping my daily life and even tried to run off to my nightmares in the past.
But, still I end up having them once in awhile.
And even sometimes I have them in my mind every minute for the day. And when day came I just smile even my heart are just starting to cry so hard like a child that was left in one dark corner.
Shouting yet cannot be heard because it was just inside.
Only those knew me so much will notice it.
But, the question is that, who can really read it?
So, those things are just what my life goes.
Its not what you think.
A colorful one that even rainbow is present even in rainy days or even hot summer. So, everything is just merely a wishful thinking.
Nothing more, nothing less.
A merely simple ordinary way of life.
A very private yet, open to everything that may come in life.
Totally dependable in what life can give especially what the present will share to me.
Gab david
05/19/06
There are times that the need for longing ness is needed for me to overcome the unstructured life that just keep on knocking on my heart.
So, that the hatred that been lurking inside as well as tears that on flowing on my eyes will be forever be forgotten.
I know it’s been awhile since I lost the sense of belong ness and be love by someone else.
A complete stranger that accepted you despite the differences that runs into your mind and feelings.
The way of life that never and could not be put in one path of life.
Living in a very mundane way and be partner to a very on the go personality.
That was the life then.
It’s like a challenge in life like what the sailor said every time they drift apart into the roaring ocean.
Yet, everything goes smoothly.
Thanks to the good climate like my understanding and true acceptance with no conviction inside. At first, the up’s and down are just keep on coming and flowing over.
Like the waters that keep on splashing over the den of the ship that even washing it out still it just will come and pour at any point of time.
So, that was the real life I have until the big moment have just come and change the true course of my life.
I thought that my life is now over and there is no more tomorrow for me.
A future that is really for me, alone.
Or even a day that full of excitement.
That even time is just a mere accessory for awhile because what is important is that the ever moment feeling that just shower over me.
But, when will that be?
How come it’s so easy for everyone to say or even dreamt of something that will make our lives be on the top and be love?
But, what the reality gives is the other way around.
Sometimes, the revolution inside are eager to explode due to the unfairness that the reality shows.
Either you neither make your own move or waited for the next move nor didn’t mind what tomorrow will share.
This is what I am feeling at this moment.
I don’t want to count on the days nor even eagerly rushing the day because I might meet the “ever” and “the one” for me.
Yet, when the days come and near to an end I still have an empty handed.
After a week of no idea of what the current news due to my busy schedules, like reports, papers, and quizzes, that preoccupied my entire life which before it was just merely a free hassle day. Anyhow, I was saying that, the other day when I had a minute to peep on the newspaper and hurriedly check on the entertainment section and the horoscope part.
I immediately scan.
To my surprised, is said that, something like this but not exactly sort of the essence of it, “…don’t look for someone to be love and even pursue of something that is too far to reach for the one you are looking for is just at your side waiting for you to look and grab…” I was suddenly moved yet puzzled.
At the same time, I reacted so normal yet, I was moved by it.
The smile on my face was just unexplainable.
From then on I just go back to the reality of my mundane day.
Yet, on the back of my mind I was really asking who and where is that person that the horoscope is referring.
I been reading horoscope for so long but it is that day when I encountered a very interesting yet move bothering one.
Actually I just fed up the real news I read and saw in the newspaper that why I end up reading the entertainment and lifestyle portions of the newspaper.
For me to have a very easy way of life and never felt the aches that news brings.
Absorbing the funny and easy life moving story that I read really fueled my daily jovial life.
I hate to admit but its true that I just waned to escape to the reality that enveloping my daily life and even tried to run off to my nightmares in the past.
But, still I end up having them once in awhile.
And even sometimes I have them in my mind every minute for the day. And when day came I just smile even my heart are just starting to cry so hard like a child that was left in one dark corner.
Shouting yet cannot be heard because it was just inside.
Only those knew me so much will notice it.
But, the question is that, who can really read it?
So, those things are just what my life goes.
Its not what you think.
A colorful one that even rainbow is present even in rainy days or even hot summer. So, everything is just merely a wishful thinking.
Nothing more, nothing less.
A merely simple ordinary way of life.
A very private yet, open to everything that may come in life.
Totally dependable in what life can give especially what the present will share to me.
Friday, May 05, 2006
Drooping from the comfort zone
10.27 pm
April 28, 2006
By gab david
Around me is just a simple joy
From the corner of happiness
Letting me feel the true side of sweetness
Reaching every bit of enjoyment in life
From the early morning
Until the dawn knock from the back
With nothing in mind
Just merely excitement in life
Total expectation was never the main goal
And even reaching the far end ladder of completeness
From the powers of animosity of generation
Until it neglects the true commitment in life
______________________________________________________
April 28, 2006
By gab david
Around me is just a simple joy
From the corner of happiness
Letting me feel the true side of sweetness
Reaching every bit of enjoyment in life
From the early morning
Until the dawn knock from the back
With nothing in mind
Just merely excitement in life
Total expectation was never the main goal
And even reaching the far end ladder of completeness
From the powers of animosity of generation
Until it neglects the true commitment in life
______________________________________________________
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Version 1
10.27 pm
April 28, 2006
By gab david
Why things should be in such places?
When sometimes it’s not what supposes to happen
But with such powerless in the hand
Still what you need is to follow
Why is that, the need to be together is in need?
When the reason are not as heavy as what you see
With some learning it will be easily fix
Still what you get was being alone and crying
Why does time be the measurement of happiness?
When it can just be used every second of the day
All you need is a true feeling
Still what you get was pain in the long run
Why am I asking this?
When all of it is just part of life
But having with the best ingredient in life is by being simple
Still what is the problem of living with it?
____________________________________________________
April 28, 2006
By gab david
Why things should be in such places?
When sometimes it’s not what supposes to happen
But with such powerless in the hand
Still what you need is to follow
Why is that, the need to be together is in need?
When the reason are not as heavy as what you see
With some learning it will be easily fix
Still what you get was being alone and crying
Why does time be the measurement of happiness?
When it can just be used every second of the day
All you need is a true feeling
Still what you get was pain in the long run
Why am I asking this?
When all of it is just part of life
But having with the best ingredient in life is by being simple
Still what is the problem of living with it?
____________________________________________________
Monday, May 01, 2006
A consistent thought of life
10.27 pm
April 28, 2006
By gab david
From the heat of the sun
That slowly invades my untouched body
Accepting everything until it reaches through my soul
With no hesitation from it
Wanted to run
And just feel the best comfort ness in life
Yet, still I choose not to be
Instead let the raging sun envelop my whole body and soul
It’s like the tears in my heart
That started to fall down and keep on pouring through
And showering my melancholy face
For it will just fades the sudden emptiness I have
________________________________________________
April 28, 2006
By gab david
From the heat of the sun
That slowly invades my untouched body
Accepting everything until it reaches through my soul
With no hesitation from it
Wanted to run
And just feel the best comfort ness in life
Yet, still I choose not to be
Instead let the raging sun envelop my whole body and soul
It’s like the tears in my heart
That started to fall down and keep on pouring through
And showering my melancholy face
For it will just fades the sudden emptiness I have
________________________________________________
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