what a day

....this day was a good one or what?
it started when i arrived inmy province. my birht place. a small city that you can see far down in south. a place that typhoon really enjoys visiting for the whole year.

the usual day.having my mom at my side and siblings as well as my nanay (nanny) - the one who took care of us. my day was great having the things go smoothly.the life of comfort because you are assured tha you are so safe because the person you wish to be at your side always, specially when you are not feling, is here at your side taking good care and askng you what you want. meaning the feeling of being pumpered was really running into my veins.

i ate my favorite menu, chicharon bulaklak (part of pig intestines), and the home made sinigang na baboy, (sour soup). yup, i am eating meat. sorry for that even thogh i know its forbiden for roman catholics to eat pork in lenten season. but, this is also the time i have to taste all the delicacies here in our province. hmmm... enough for the food, you'll just know how i crave for food. hehehehehehe.

so, after that, i went to supwermarket to pay a visit to my long time friend mitch and stay in thier store for a couple of hours chatting to her and tita (mother). just sharing some news and patch up things.

after that around 5 pm. me and mitch drove to their house to fix things. we jsut stay ther for a couple of minutes. then, we leave and buy some food to eat just to fill the stomach that keep on shouting "we are hungry! we need food!" so we drove to beanbag - a coffee shop owned by a batchmate and a friend, then go straight to one of our friends house - esche, another old friend from undergrad. we stay there and try to check out her new pc - personal computer, a little bit of chat and chika then we left and fetch tita (mitch mom).

then, mitch drop me off near in the panganiban bridge - near to the house of my ex-fiance, because i promise to my ex that i'll pay a visit to them - they just here in pinas - philippines, for a vacation. i talk to mama - my ex mother, jsut patch up some things and talk about my ex and what happend to both of us.

after that, conversation with mama - ex mother, i feel good and happy seeing them. but, on the otherside i felt sad...
its so stupid but i guess its natural. i don't know what to say and how to explain. things are relly just come to our lives from zero to a gazillion things and sometimes you can't handle it.
well, thats life what many people says.
"shits happend in the least expected" so, what i need to do is just move on and continue the journey i am facing and try to clean the shit i've done and learn from that so that if that happend again i know how to clean the shits!

so, this is really a life i have for this today.
a day of life that you can't hold. what you need is to be ready and face it with a big smile in your face and heart....