...notion number three

"at times when i'm alone,
you were there,
at times i ask for a hand,
you lend your hand to me,
at times when i cry,
you let your shoulder share,
and because of that,
i am still here and says,
thank you..." - gab david

there are things in this world that we can't easily figure it out or understand why. how funny it is that time are, most of it, is so tricky. we always have such surprise/s that even those people surrounds you are shock, immediatly, or sometimes freeze to death, like a statue, because of what just had happen or undergo.

we, human beings, tend to be strong , "in many ways of our life", however, what we really feel is the other way around.hmmm... meaning, we, human beings, are too vulnerable in every, or sometimes in all, aspect in our life. we always tend to hide things, many things, which, in psychology the term is "defense mechanism".

as for me, i always have that feeling. there are times, which, i really need someone especially when i am, feeling, alone. thats why, i always look for a company and let my mind divert and never entertain these "sad moments" in life. people known me being a "motor mouth", as what my undergrad friend describe, meaning - noisy, talkative, di nauubusan ng kwento, those silly things. sometimes, i have this compliment of from other people saying that " you will never feel any dull moments when you are with gab" --- hay, what a great feeling ano. ehem... but, sometimes, people neglect nor maybe because i am used of keeping things or i'm too great on keeping, especially"sad feeling". i don't know if they notice it... all i know that, even, i feel down, i always make sure kasi that when i am with someone, i let my jolly personality ruled.

but, let me cut you from that. sometimes, well i don't if you experience it, that when you feel down, honestly, and you think no one is there for you to comfort you. a sudden person from nowhere will just puff and will be there for you. mostly these people are the people you didn't see nor talk for quite sometime. these are the least people you encounter everyday. how ironic to think, yet, its what really happen.
and because of that moment and magic,having your "angel" --- as what a good friend of mine says, everything in your life seems to go smoothly as it goes.

so now, people, including myself, lets not be so choosy in some matters. as saying goes "...you never know what you gonna get" so, be greatful and never fail to smile to the people we meet nor bump on because it might be one of your angel....