...why do i feel this?

by gab gab david
September 19, 2005

for the past two weeks now
I’ve been feeling this
unexplained reaction
I keep on figuring it
thinking so deep and hard
unluckily I cannot figure it out
and I cannot find the reason why

this sort of loneliness
that kept on knocking on my head
when I am working
or sometimes when I am with my friends
and even with my siblings

however, I wonder
and ask myself
because there are times
that this loneliness
is just mere virus
which is somewhat by season
honestly, I am not totally down and hurt
I guess you are now confuse
because even I myself
is confused and keep on asking
what is this feeling
this unexplainable something
that keep on flowing through my head
and keep on affecting my ordinary and simple life
but, I hope this is just a temporary thing
because I cannot stand it anymore
so, what I need to do
I better smile
and live my life to the fullest