By gab david
A travel from the past
Was never a hindrance for me
Reaching every bit of pieces
That falls down over me
I suddenly felt the unexplained rush in of blood in my body
While Searching every corner of the wall
From Whom I went through
Trying to dissects each sides I passes through
I ponder those unquestioned experience I have
Showering from my face
While covering it with tears
And my lungs start to shut off from the air I need
Like the sea that needs some sand to be complete
Or the favorite old shoes I always wear
Despite of the rubbish look yet the important is the comfort ness of it
Yet, aches are still clicking
While, Sailing my wondrous notion
From the clear and luminous feeling
Through my deepest desire in life
Trying to Enlighten the very essence of my dark side
I may bump on some memoirs
Who used to be found in a lofty place in my life?
Even the blue sky then are shimmering
While the tears are just dancing with full of happiness
However, Wondrous sadness have been visiting me
And even Wanting my last breath
While it crashes my heart into pieces
Yet, consoles are just uncontrollable and just pouring over me
Silence has just came
While Closing my eyes and said
LORD I pray to you for I need enlightenment
And Pushing my self to HIM begging for forgiveness
From then on,
Every bit of neither tears nor smiles in me
Was the greatest attest from HIM
Like neither the sweet November nor the rainy day in June
Going back was never easy
For it will open the four corners of my life
Seeing the most happiest nor saddest part of it
But, having these affections from others are my greatest weapon
Needing every bit of console
From all people whom I bump on
With my open fist while emotions are dripping
Holding back from it was really a challenge in my life
Tonight I told myself; Let the time decide for my future
because the past was a learning and a challenge
And just live my life into present
For it will taught me to see tomorrow
Now, I said, Let the morning shower with joy
And let the breeze does their part by shimmering the place
For I was given a life to live
And enjoy it to the fullest
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