For awhile

By gab david
November 28, 2006 / 11.55 pm / hometown



I know I need some time
At least for awhile
Before this aches perish
And learn how stand in my feet

I know things will come and go
Like the morning that comes with happiness
And ended with night that tries knocking me out
While Confusion is coming so badly

But when was the right time to say, thank you
After a long day work
Or do it every minute of the day
For I will never know what it may bring to them

Saying goodbye
Was just like closing my eyes
And never think of anything
Just only a piece of blank and numbness in my body

The words in my mind are rushing in
Didn’t mean to have it
Nor deserve those precious things
But how come I need to have it

Now, I don’t know where to start
I am alone, again
With nothing in my hand
Just a little hope in my heart

Foolishness has just come again
Together with my tears
With no complains
For I will be ending up all alone, for awhile…

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p.s.

“…everything I do is not for someone but for myself and this will make who I am tomorrow…” – gab david