Through the years
By: gab david, rn
1.44 am 12/29/2011


Through the years I ask guidance
I never failed to ask it
Every minute of the day
Begging and keep on begging

Through the years I wish for someone
Waiting every nanoseconds that comes
Even I look like stupid
As long the "rigth" one will come

Through the years I said to myself
It's okay to be alone
Even I hate being alone every day 
Pretending it is okay even not

Through the years it is easy to forget
Trying to myself busy
Just smile so hard or laugh out loud
Denying that I am alone

Through the years I just go with flow
Running, loving, and hurting myself
That is life I face
Trying to face the reality

Through the years I dream to have one
Waking up with full of hopes
Ignoring the aches that will brings me
Just embrace the sense of satifaction

Through the years I just stop
Did even bother to ask 
Just go with flow
Accept whatever the day will offer

Through the years I continue my life
Despite of hardship and happiness
As long As I live and will enjoy it 
With open arms and with no complains

Through the years contentment is here
Showing me the real thing
Playing yet serious in life
As long I have self respect and dignity

... It is because of you I have learn to be strong and to love again FAG!