sorry

to all the people i have hurt i know i am not a perfect person but i am trying my very best to be the best!
sorry is the first thing i can say
and let the time heal the wounds i have brought it may be a burden at first
but mind you when you forgive me everything will be smooth again...


all shall be well and soon shall be well that is always in my mind...
i know that i am not that good person nor even a good christian
but i never neglect the changes i have and the mere fact i can do for the betterment of myself
i am a sinner and i am not afraid to say
but it will never stop me from changing my path
to goodness and hopeful dream that someday i can ease all the pain and sadness i brought


so let me continue this life and be thankful
to you
the freedom of being in pain
because i believe all shall be well
with you
thank you
and forever i will be trusting you
sorry is the first word i can say
but let me start all over again


i may lost in many times
but i have found in my heart
to say sorry
and learn the lost things and ignored the goodness of life
so let me share and offer my self again
i know you may say its too late
but all i can say its better to do now than t die with out saying it


breathless is not the end of everything
but as long i can inhale and exhale
i will strive
will strive hard to touch your heart
ask for forgiveness
the last thing i want and to hear
from you is the forgiveness even if just whisper it
i will never ask for more


the one thing i need is the smile in your face
the one thing that make me laugh
the expression of your face
your simple smile
that keeps me hunting for many years
i want to feel it and see it again


one thing more
beyond this day
i will be at your side
whatever it may dictates
i will never ever leave
i am so sorry
even the season may come and go
i will just wait and wait
until the clouds will go and come
and even the leaves dried

so sorry...
i am now breaking my silence
because this may keep my journey go
let me not beg once more
but i will be asking and will never stop
saying this to you
i am so sorry...