by gab david / october 25, 2005
12.09 pm office of the chancellor
when my friends told me about what they think what happen to me (in my crumpled relationship and how does it end just like that). it gives me the idea that falling in love is not just like what fairy tale stories used to be. letting the people feel that there is this happy ending in the end of the road. with it , brings the unending story of hope and happiness. with this tagline “…and they live happily ever after”. those enchanted words that can really move the one's life of every being and let the hope in control. but, sometimes, it is beyond of what it suppose to be. looking beyond the shadow of “LOVE” which really give the true identity of happiness in thyself. I can admit that when having someone out there is really thinking of you, which makes one’s life so comfortable. its like when someone open their eyes in one cold autumn morning and having a sweet and simple message, saying good morning my love you always make my day, in your cell phone that makes your day complete.
simple thoughts are everywhere even if you don’t need it. it just pour down from nowhere and all things are seem in place and the rest of the people tend to accept it with no conviction in their hearts. worries are not really welcome and even entertain. what is only acceptable is the happiness and joy that each of one felt. even how hard life may seem still there are this people who submerge a strong ecstasy that really over powered the uncertainties that flows in everyone’s life.
its so funny seeing people who fell onto the trap (captured by the power of LOVE) that even mountain can be move. the feeling of excitement is seemed be the best of everything. its like when you see a child in the play ground playing then suddenly approach you just merely smile. that moment which can make a difference in your life. the innocent and angelic face that touches ones heart that even your soul are being caress with enjoyment.
love is a pungent word. even GOD has used it for us to understand our being. in every prayer that man shared the word “LOVE” is always the main ingredient among all the others. even in deaths love can still be the most emerging word that can rule. countless cry has no equivalent to the melodious acts of love that overruled and empowered the existence of human beings.
people use to be, just, a little bit wiser and stronger when the “LOVE” challenges every human being. the awareness is really overwhelming that even the connectivity of thyself really conquered the wholeness of the time being. its ironic to say that the other side of “LOVE” can be blamed, in some result of words and actions, but it’s the other story of it. it may sound easy to everyone and even comprehension are merely elegant to the ears still the ebb of tide may be astonishing on the other side of the road. affections may always be wondering and wandering as the time comes. so, even people tend to inhale and exhale it as what it should be. uncertainties may be welcome and be hated in the long run. so, loving one’s person may be sounding promiscuous in some people because they are not in the level of being of the two person who emits the true affections in their life.
words may be genius and may sound special and made one’s person to come down to the deepest way of life. abuse of the word “LOVE” can be immeasurable. it can overrule the ever being of ones person. so, let us not be the one who suffer the reward of ignoring the very essence of “LOVE”.
…to be continued
2 comments:
i guess, it hurts this much for people like us because we are the ones who truly loved and gave ourselves to that one person who we thought are equally committed to us. their feelings for us might have changed but looking at it on a diffent angle you'll see that we are the more fortunate ones because we have learned how it is to love truly, honestly and sicerely. we are not the ones who gave up on the relationship. our "ex" gave up on it. we are the stronger half. and it is not our loss because i believe something better is ahead of us. i won't pretend i am not hurting anymore. i still am. after all, its been only a few weeks. but i guess, i am slowly accepting the fact that he has changed. he let it happen.he made a choice. i have no more reason to get stuck at this place because i also have a choice either to wallow in the misery or to get up and start taking small steps.i know its hard and it will take some time. but God is good. I entrust myself to Him.
actually, you are right. the first weeks was really a hard thing for me. and even today, i won’t deny that I am not hurt anymore. still, pains are somewhat visiting me once in awhile and when that thing comes it made me cry. but, I just said to myself na, okay lang at least I can say to myself na for the eight years I was really faithful for her and given everything. but, I guess, that life there are something we need to have and experience for us to learn not for others but for ourselves. I feel bad and sad lang because all I knew is that I’ll grow old with her and our plans are really arrange. kung sa bagay, mabuti na yun nangyari ng maaga paano kung nakasal na kami tapos nangyari yun edi mas mahirap. oh well, I guess its what GOD’s plan and I have nothing against it. I bet, there are more to come for me (I guess to you also). basta for now, all I do is to make myself happy and enjoy my life. life is too short so I need to live my(our lives) life to the fullest. and lastly, I don’t feel any regret on anything(happen to me) I just think of it as a challenge and a learning. ops, last na talaga, I always put a smile in my face (it’s a good thing). finally, thanks for having time to read my blog! looking forward to meet you!!! :)
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