By gab david
A sparkling day has just moved me. It’s been awhile since my last blog. My conscience has been knocking on me ever since the year has just started. And because of that it over powered my life when the turn over have begun. The notion inside me are like hales in the galaxy. shouting from one corner to another. Like the rain in the sky that even in unexpected time it will shower with no warning at all. Last week I just 27 and I didn’t even announced it, even to my officemates, for such reason, it’s not important at all ( as I said to myself when I reach the age of 20). What is important for me is that, I woke up quarter to six in the morning to hear mass and then ask for guidance as well as thank “HIM” for another year that “HE” spared (which I should be doing everyday). However, I been living in this world for quite sometime, 27 years in not too long compared to my great forefathers who live their wonderful and fruitful life of 80- 90++, and for some reason, things have just starting to pour on me. Last week before I sleep, I have this notion,
“…time may be so fast, and always been take for granted, however it doesn’t mean it’s not important anymore, for every move of it, a corresponding happiness is added to our life – gab david”,
I have been searching and asking for quite sometime, that, what will be next for me? And what else I need to do? For I will be (fully) aware and be equip of every storm that will and may come into my life. But, what I have is a very simple respond. Enjoy every bit of second I have and don’t forget to smile. For you never know what can bring to others…
It’s so funny to make myself be happy as what everybody are doing as what the saying goes, “live your life to the fullest”, even to the extent of unintentionally hurting oneself. What I am trying to say is that, sometimes or most of the time, we ought to love someone and yet in the long run we are the one being hurt with no particular reason. What you just did was merely to love with all your heart and soul. And if that’s too much, what more do we need to do? And receive the right amount of affection that we need. Last week, i heard mass and was really struck by the powerful words that Fr. Joel Eslabra, a visiting priest from
“…we are each one’s angel, we are born with one wing, and we need to be embrace for us to fly and be complete”.
With that simple quote I’ve heard. I was moved by it. And suddenly, need to think hard and force myself to comprehend it bit by bit. It may sound childish but it’s what life offers. Sometimes or even before, I intend to neglect it and never believe on every thing. Even others say that try to be serious of it. All I do is just raise my shoulder and act as if nothing or won’t affect me at all. However, if you ask me now, I truly and fully understand and even learned how powerful the word “LIFE” is. Learning may be sometimes harsh for us to learn (or learn more). For we can face the so-called reality-of-life with no conviction on it and live ourselves in the umbrella of hope and dreams.
And now, about the saying,
“…there is someone, somewhere that is destined for you alone”,
(as what your closest friends told you) honestly, before I thought I have found it already and ready to live my life to the fullest it should be. But, things happen and unfortunately is was out of my hands and all is left is me, alone and nothing at all, yet, as I open my eyes in the morning I simultaneously hoping that there is someone out there for me. But, for now, I am really happy spending my daily life single and yet happy for there are these true and closest friends which I can trust and be proud. Thank you my friends and lastly to my family who never left me in any battle I took and will be facing in near future.
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