annoyance

by gab

why am i writing.
why am i should to think.
why should i do things.
should i suppose.
but i keep on doing it.
i want to stop
let just make life simpler
but how come i keep make writing
and my thoughts are keep on pouring
i try not to move
not to feel anything
but how come it still moves
i close my eyes not to see things
but i can still see
i try to close my mind
than it stop but ideas are flowing in
i don't know what to do just take it
now i let it flow
but it seem my thoughts really stop
now i am confuse
i try to move
but my body doesn't respond
i want to know
but it never tells what is the reason
now many thoughts are coming out
i cannot get it
why am i feeling this
now i just let it go
let the feeling go away for me to stop writing and thinking
but it seems there is no end
i ask myself
what should i do
what would be the best solution
still i can't find the right answer
well
i guess i just make it flow
let it dictate what is suppose to happen
i say nonsense
but i felt so great
now i am smiling while writing this
the feeling is different
it's great