some thougths...

One day, when I was having my same daily afternoon routine, which, staying at my achie’s condo.
I usually listen to music while watching television at the same time or watching dvd movies. While eating my favourite junk food, nova cheese flavour and Vcut bbq flavour, well, sorry, its my all time favourite junk food…
That day I come across the movie entitled “alfie” starring jude law…
Yup I do love movies…okay, to continue, the movie is about a life of a bachelor English ma. Well you know what I mean when I said “english man and a bachelor” whoa! Which lots of women really amaze and at the same time craze about…

Anyhow, there was a part in the movie that it really struck me. The scene was, when he was talking to an old man in the comfort room in a clinic. Then the conversation ended up like this and a sudden strong impact shot me.
And the words are something like this…
“…there are two things that I’ve learned in my life, first, find someone to love and then live everyday though it won’t be the last…” – from the movie alfie
when I heard it, I immediately scanned it back and try to comprehend to the exact parting words that the old man have said to him. Honestly, I scanned it as many as I can just to save the words in my phone. Yup, I sound like stupid but I guess it really tell something that many people won’t mind nor recognize it.

Someday or most of the day we always try to ignore neither the day that we have nor the thing we acquired in our journey in life.
Then, in one single click of our finger, for all we now, it was already gone…then that’s the time we panic and look for it. Then try to figure it out what just happened and how come it just fades?
How ironic it would it be but we always intentionally does it…well, okay, fine, sometimes or there are times unintentionally. Okay fine, agree, there are reasons but its not an excuse. There are lots of things that we need to do yet all we need to do also is that to figure everything and try to take time and open it if possible one at a time.
Yes, it sounds neither difficult nor just so easy to say. But, try to ask yourself, when will I be starting to grab and hold it?
when, the right time comes, those important things get loose on your hand and just fade?
I, myself, have done it many times nor exempted. now, when a similar situation comes and knock on my door I now grab and try to hold it tight and not just ignore it.
I already live in this world for almost twenty-six years. You can say, I am not experience or “well experience”. Yet, it is not also an excuse to try it now because, maybe, there might be no more tomorrow for me to fix it…

Now, that’s why, I always treasure every second I have. because, I believe there is a reason why I need to live it and be here every second of the time. Then let the air touches my body. Oxygen travels in my body. Try to see the wonderful colours of the world. Try to see the people and notice every action they do. And even the person beside you when you riding a jeep or a bus. Or even bump some of them in MRT.
Sometimes I ask myself, why, of all people in this world , a kid, old man, woman, teenager, same age are the one I usee to sit beside? Who are they? Is it just a coincidence or just nothing? Or there may be a neither possible answer nor explanation to that particular event why are they in that same situation?

Well, I may sound stupid but it is true and its happening to every one’s life even to me…even to my daily life. Yes I know, it’s really stupid but “stupidity questions” may just lead to either new answer or invention (eureka!)…

So, now, everytime I walk or travels, I never miss the opportunity to smile and sometimes talk to them…try it. At first, you’ll feel shy but when you started it hmm…try it. a simple smile won’t kill yet it will just lead to a great feeling not just to yourself but to the person you were smiling. Then, it will just flow and let it continue…you never know what that simple smile will bring to that person or strange person you have just bump in, sit beside, talk to, or just merely a fast glance in their face…

So what are you waiting for…go on and start moving you lips. Well, if you’re still shy... Try to this, practice it in front of the mirror…you’ll know what I am trying to say… find it out…

Hay, “a day of something would lead you to a better thing” – gab david