journey

by gab david
june 29, 2004

a time i walk
i run
and i stop
i never know what my life wanted
i cry so hard
i felt the world is all over me
but i never felt any good at all
i shot my life
i let my ignorance ruled
let me stay in nonsense life
just to live life
i think and think
but still no words come out
thoughts are pouring
but i cannot hold even a single thought
i sit
i try hard to think
i look at the sky to clear my eyes
let the wind enters to my lungs
clear my thoughts
ask one by one
straighten my noisy confusion
just be who am i
let me feel a child like
i close my eyes
look at my darkest night
listen to what my thought said
and feel it
slowly i open my eyes
tried to run
but i said
why run if you can walk
so i walk
let the every step be a memorable one
feel every lines that the road gives
take a slow but surely move
with nothing else in mind
just think of the things what is happy
now i let it flow
it runs though my veins
i felt so good
having good thoughts is like living light
now
slowly i started to clear my thoughts
i suddenly smile and my life shine
as bright as the sun
that touches every heart of living things
i run but with joy in heart
with purpose in life
i run because to make my past understood
and let my present move on
then face tomorrow with great pride and joy
it is because of false hope
my life was useless
but now
hope should not be neglected
it should be treasured
because of it everything will go smooth
life may be hard but with love
hope
understanding
pride
and sense of believe
trust
and faith
nothing is impossible
you will live life to fullest
with all of that
nothing can block you
you are like a rock with strong commitment in life
now i am here
nothing more i ask
only wait for tomorrow
and live my day a better one
with full love
joy
happiness
and
hope
nothing is just an excuse
but believing is everything